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JULY 20, 1986 – SEPTEMBER 17, 2014



MY BROTHER WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM ME LAST YEAR. HE WAS THE SECOND IN LINE OF 9 KIDS, ME BEING THE OLDEST. ITS NOT SOMETHING THAT GETS BETTER WITH TIME I DON’T CARE WHO SAYS IT DOES. I BLAME MYSELF EVERYDAY FOR THIS BULLSHIT. I HADN’T SEEN HIM IN A LIL MINUTE THAT IS TILL WE GOT THE CALL. BOOM WE AT THE HOSPITAL CLOWNING CAUSE WE THINKING YOU GOOD. BUT IT SOOOOO WASNT THE CASE. YOU WENT TO HEAVEN BUT LEFT UR FAMILY. IT HURTS EVERYDAY. YES I KNOW UR LOOKING OVER ME BUT I WANT YOU NEXT TO ME. IM SO LOST WITHOUT YOU THAT MY SMOKING HABIT IS GETTING WORSE N WORSE. YOU KNOW YOU BEEN GONE A YEAR AND I ONLY SEEN DAZIER (UR SON, MY NEPHEW) ONE TIME. ITS JUST SCARY FOR A NUMBER OF REASONS. LIKE IS HE GONNA BE MAD AT ME, DOES HE REMEMBER ME, DOES HE MISS HIS FATHER? ITS JUST SO MUCC AND I HATE IT. ALWAYS WILL LOVE YOU THOUGH!!

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