I’m glad to be alive but my life ain’t shit. I really need someone to talk to.
From My Heart 2 Yourz
So hey the title was misleading big deal wanna fight about it?
Real talk friends its been 6 months since I had a job so to have one again is a blessing. No more relying on ppl, asking for favors, and handouts, sitting broke n lonely. Man fuck that.
Idc that its seasonal either. Guarantee you I’m gonna be one of the ppl to get hired on permanently. I’m to hype like wen Kanye hopped on stage and cut Taylor off.
The benefits are great. Major discount and the stuff sold is $5 and under. Coworkers I met seem cool af. I’m excited and proud of myself. I’m the only one who was hired on the spot and I get paid more.
Yes I’m stuntin. Like a kid in the candy store. Jus know everytime you see me say to yourself
Yes I do and ur dismissed!!! #TeamEmployed
From My Heart 2 Yourz
Hate is a strong word so ima say she gets on my damn nerves. Makes the hair on my coochie itch. She does dumb shit. And acts clueless. Woosah or however that goes. I’m pissed at the moment pls understand and I can’t even fuck her to relieve stress cause just looking at her makes me wanna fuck her face up. Straight up and down on the reals. End of the day that’s my bae but a blunt would be nice!!
From My Heart 2 Yourz
So to find out that Callie’s new bitch is the woman who was one of the docs involved when Daddy Derek died.
#1 I hate that Callie is even dating.
#2 Why her?
#3 The actress not that pretty
I will always be a Calzona fan but if Callie is happy with someone else but not her. Never her. I’m looking forward to this Thursdays episode.
What y’all think bout it?
I’m in a relationship like no other. I love her I really do but she make me so fuckin mad sometimes fuck that a lot of times. Wat to do when you wanna fuck her and choke her at the same time although that can be done lol. But seriously I want what I want and its her. I’m moody she moody we both stubborn but goddamn goddamn something gotta give.
On another note:
I seriously be tripping when were apart. I hate to be separated from her. It literally makes me feel sick and sad cause I need to be around her. Is there a name for that?
JULY 20, 1986 – SEPTEMBER 17, 2014
MY BROTHER WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM ME LAST YEAR. HE WAS THE SECOND IN LINE OF 9 KIDS, ME BEING THE OLDEST. ITS NOT SOMETHING THAT GETS BETTER WITH TIME I DON’T CARE WHO SAYS IT DOES. I BLAME MYSELF EVERYDAY FOR THIS BULLSHIT. I HADN’T SEEN HIM IN A LIL MINUTE THAT IS TILL WE GOT THE CALL. BOOM WE AT THE HOSPITAL CLOWNING CAUSE WE THINKING YOU GOOD. BUT IT SOOOOO WASNT THE CASE. YOU WENT TO HEAVEN BUT LEFT UR FAMILY. IT HURTS EVERYDAY. YES I KNOW UR LOOKING OVER ME BUT I WANT YOU NEXT TO ME. IM SO LOST WITHOUT YOU THAT MY SMOKING HABIT IS GETTING WORSE N WORSE. YOU KNOW YOU BEEN GONE A YEAR AND I ONLY SEEN DAZIER (UR SON, MY NEPHEW) ONE TIME. ITS JUST SCARY FOR A NUMBER OF REASONS. LIKE IS HE GONNA BE MAD AT ME, DOES HE REMEMBER ME, DOES HE MISS HIS FATHER? ITS JUST SO MUCC AND I HATE IT. ALWAYS WILL LOVE YOU THOUGH!!
EVER HAVE SEX WITH SOMEONE THAT YOU DIDN’T WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH? YES SERIOUS QUESTION AND IM NOT TALKING BOUT RAPE. THE SEX IS CONSENSUAL AND YOU DID IT FOR YOUR OWN REASONS BUT ITS NOT SOMETHING YOU WANTED TO DO. THE KINDA SEX YOU HAVE THAT BRINGS YOU TO TEARS AND I AIN’T TALKING TEARS OF JOY. MAKES YOU FEEL DIRTY THAT YOU HAD TO DEGRADE YOURSELF IN ORDER TO GET SOMETHING YOU WANT.
I GUESS ITS HOW LIFE WORKS FOR PEOPLE. AND MAYBE IT WOULDN’T HAVE BEEN SO DIFFICULT IF I WASN’T A LESBIAN WOMAN AND THIS SITUATION HAPPENED WITH A MAN OR MEN CAUSE THIS ISN’T THE FIRST TIME IT HAPPENED. NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD USE MY BODY FOR SELFISH REASONS BUT I HATE MYSELF FOR IT EVERYDAY.
PLEASE UNDERSTAND IM NOT TALKING PROSTITUTION I DON’T SELL MY BODY FOR MONEY. JUST A SITUATION ON 2 DIFFERENT OCCASIONS THAT I WISH NEVER HAPPENED. IM 31 YEARS OLD AND IM THE MOST UNHAPPY PERSON I KNOW. WHEN I GET MAD I DO THINGS OR THINK THINGS BUT THEN MAJORLY REGRET IT LATER.
IM GETTING THIS OFF MY CHEST WITH THE HOPE I WONT DO IT AGAIN BUT ONLY GOD KNOWS.
Omg im tripping cause i absolutely think this is me. But i dont wanna be this way. Especially to my girlfriend who is the best thing to ever happen to me. Idk how to feel anymore.
So, you have read lots of things on the net, and possibly books about sociopaths. You are still in a relationship with one, and you are just ‘not quite sure if your partner is or not?’, how can you tell?
As soon as you make up your mind that you are dating a psychopathic loon, he changes, and has kind eyes, and a smile. Is kind, caring, thoughtful. So, you question yourself and you wonder if perhaps you have got it wrong?
Just as you were about to pack your bags (or his), he is back to his old charming self. In fact, more so. He is back into seducing mode. The rage has gone, he is trying to win you back, so that you are dependent on him.
Other people wonder, why do you stay? (this causes isolation from friends), after…
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HOW MANY OF US HAVE IT?
THE SHIT I ALWAYS DEPEND ON
REAL TALK THOUGH I LOVE BEING STRAPPED DOWN AND FUCKED HARD BY HER. SHES KNOWS EXACTLY HOW I LIKE IT AND GIVES ME WHAT I NEED. I LOVE HER FOR IT CAUSE IT TOOK TIME TO GET TO WHERE WE ARE NOW. BUT IT MADE US BETTER SEXUALLY.
SHES NEW TO USING STRAPONS BUT I SWEAR SHE WAY BETTER AT IT THEN ME. SHIT THAT’S MY GIRLFRIEND, THAT’S MY GIRLFRIEND. 😂
QUESTION I HEAR MORE TIMES THEN NOT: IF U USE/LIKE A FAKE DICK THEN WHY NOT FUCK A MAN?
MY ANSWER: BECAUSE I LOVE WOMEN. I LOVE TITTIES, I LOVE PUSSY. THAT “FAKE DICK” AS YALL CALL IT; IS JUST A TOY USED TO ENHANCE OUR SEX LIFE. WE CAN DO WITHOUT AS WE HAVE FOR YEARS BUT HELL EVERYBODY TRY NEW THINGS.
I HEAR ALL KINDA THINGS BUT THE END RESULT IS I LOVE MY FUTURE WIFE AND THE SEX WITH WE SHARE TOGETHER.